BluSuBianco Tale: Thoughts stupid dream Incipit 7:
Born Again
woke up this morning soon.
A mixture of anxiety and joy has moved all his gestures, he made coffee and
accidentally poured a bit 'of sugar in the sink.
You are not imported.
The newspaper was still on the table and when turned to take it on the window looked up and saw the snow.
approached the glass: a cold rain, white, thick flakes fell in the yard.
It failed to stop looking.
Something has begun to melt inside of her and sliding along the arms, legs.
A little 'to everything has become new again, too.
It is not who has not heard the noise coming from the other room.
Just do not want to move, go there.
He feels reborn and is glad I did.
stupid dream
did not believe that it would have been capable of. Today, when you wake up staring at the faint light filtering through the shutters, the fine dust that danced around the weak rays of sunshine, was not yet in can understand if it was a day more or less calm, but inwardly he was already a motion different, something that certainly was new to her, something he had not heard in years.
Gradually, the light was waning, perhaps a twist of awakening, even when your eyes struggle to open up completely, but his were wide open, and a growing demand already in his heart . Associated too often his mood a little, insignificant "signs" that looked like a warning from the outside world, but that's enough, could not ask questions, it was time to get up, it was time to go.
His steps were still moving a little uncertain for the kitchen from which came a light a little 'clearer, a light encouraging, albeit dark and gray. The shutters had been raised from the night before, when he observed the stars for an interminable time before going to sleep. For a moment he thought of counting them, one by one, but not to think that the idea had formed in his head, to the belief that he had moved the words in the mouth which had caused the storm the day before. So there were the stars, lost in this never hug that gave her a little 'hope. As when the sea watching the endless expanse water and relied on that his thoughts, hoping that if they would be taken away, leaving finally free, peaceful, but that's not how things work, you do not want uncomfortable driving out its serenity is reached, if anything supporting, enabling them in front of your eyes and convince yourself that are part of us, what has never been able to do for so many years of his life.
For a moment he wakes from his thoughts and finds himself in front of the sink to fix the gap. A teaspoon in hand, a little 'sugar shed. How was it got there? Wandered too often in his imagination, searching for the perfect moment, but that does not there, then returned to cook breakfast, while not even knowing what pushed yet to do so.
Across the room a faint rustle, almost the muffled roar of water on the rocks. Then nothing. Maybe if I had imagined. As he imagined many things, to live happy, a home, tender and sympathetic that someone can not wait to make her feel good. Suddenly a smile on her face begins to widen, all this was possible, was not one of her silly fantasies, now I understand well, that person exists, a person can give that special light in his eyes, that light did not see it shine from long time.
Just a moment, then everything fades, the light fades around her, and seem to fall out of the darkness. Another stupid dream, and that newspaper laid on the table to remind you: . How could he have been so stupid?
Another faint rustle. Another. Like the sea, you take away his thoughts, his words, the screams violently strike the ear that wants to stop feeling, look for sudden hearing loss that can finally give her peace, and reach, in a moment. His eyes wide open and recount the night before his the heart is suddenly in turmoil, in an incessant and deafening beat that pounds in your ears. And then a fleeting blink of an eye, he reawakens, it stops the annoying hum of coffee on the fire now splashing everywhere, while a faint smile reappears. How stupid.
He turns to pour the coffee into the cups, the cafe that conveys all the bitterness in his heart, like a black hole that has formed in his soul with a simple monosyllable: .
however Raising his eyes to try to give herself a little ' of behavior, crashes. The coffee ends up on the ground with a deafening noise, but she seems not to hear. His eyes fix on the window pane, and the sudden blinding light, but it is not that light, not the usual light, has a strange glow, almost soothing, even if headlamp, so that makes her screen a bit 'the eyes to see better.
A rustle. It turns into a dull thud. There exists only his eyes fascinated by the soft snowflakes that fall outside the window. As drops of light piercing his heart and floods of a strange serenity. Found a light, clear, new light surrounding the whole, pure, pristine.
A muffled noise (footsteps?) Reaches the ear, but his eyes are captured by the dream, from the image of hope and rebirth that suddenly grows in it, and then, the two warm arms wrap around, and as the snow melts within her eyes slowly close, and is no longer a dream, the words that come to your ear is like crystal clear water for her
In a moment you delete all the call of Charles, the screams, the stars, the endless sea and the emptiness inside her. Melts into a tender kiss that can give her all the heat that has sought all his life.
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